I have been sitting past half an hour in front of the screen with a blank document, trying to figure out how to start this. Past two days, I have been thinking about finally starting this. I was last active on this blog in 2020. It's been longer than I thought. I feel guilty on some days about how I've stopped writing now and I know Papa would certainly not agree with that and say, "If you were feeling that why didn't you write?". Well, now that's a tough one to answer. I'm lazy, yes. However, more than that once you lose a habit it's so difficult to get it back. The biggest fear is if I'll be able to write how I used to. Not that I was amazing at it earlier, but still. In these two years, I completed school, struggled with the anxiety of applying in colleges, finally getting into one and then settling in a completely new place. I took admission in the design department of Maharaja Sayajirao University of Baroda, Faculty of Fine Arts. The design d...